Today skipped mrs.lee's physics xtra lesson
lolz...didn't feel like going
not intersted in her lesson
lolz
todae almost whack some guy(s) during math lesson
they were damn kao bei lor
sibei noisy as well
i didn't noe y they even exist
a proper lesson
u guys go disturb
ppl ask qn u guys also disturb
then i ask u all diam come kao bei me
not happy settle lar
lolz...but i dun wanna tio raja lar
lmao
after recess saw......
she was walking down instead of up[maybe left something behind ba]
didn't ask her
just saw her...and turned away...but actually
我真得很想再看她多一眼
haix...
went for humans...
mr koh...
still a joker even though exams coming
after sku slacked in canteen
talked to hui for a while
she ask me if i hated jun
my reply: i love and hate her at the same time[ is tt possible? to me it is]
corn talked to jun...[dunno bout wat lar]
then went info comm rm find corn
he doing his grad. vid
lolz...suppose to be....they all do de lor
but...he"want help them do" lar
hahas...then went down play dm
a bit childish but ok lar
then left
said bye to almost everyone
i didn't noe y i did tt
i just couldn't do it...
i felt veri disheartened
turned my head away and left
played soccer wif kiddys opp. sku
damn funny sia...enjoyed myself
went home
bathe and ate
on comp and studying chem now
i realized tt i've becoming more and more vulgar, violent and hot-tempered these days
i dunno y i've become like tt
i dun give a damn to anyone
no matter what authority they have
am i changing to become a bad guy?
what will be my next move?
will i have a heart of stone?
i really hope tt i could tell u tt ily again
i really hope to
love...a mystical thing
it provies us wif joy
as well as sadness
it makes us smile:)
it makes us frown:(
eh forgotten wat i wanted to type liao...anyway..
there's someone who noes was is the next few parts
i noe tt she'll keep it a secret
hahas....
Must the ending always be the same?
Hey peps...me long time no blog liao...
EOY is just a few days more!
but it ends at 9 oct :)
Every1 has their dark sides
even if the person is a gd guy[ which practically dun exist]
u made me realised ur dark side
u made some ppl realised ur dark side
i finally understood y some ppl hated u in the first place
at first...i didn't believe them
i was always on ur side
telling them that u're not tt bad
but in the end...i was wrong
utterly wrong
I didn't understand y u hated me....
i really felt tt the reason u gave...was rubbish....
maybe i felt tt i wasn't wrong...maybe i did
maybe i was a bit overboard
but i did all these out of love....do u noe tt?
perharps u do...perharps u don't
maybe ur heart is a wall wif a window...maybe the window didn't even exist
i really dun want to be just frens...u noe tt
but...u didn't even care
Must the ending always be the same?
My heart is being thrown from a thousand stories high building
down to the ground
it shattered...broken into thousands of pieces
i cried hard
really hard
i couldn't understand y i'm so sad
perhaps i loved her too deeply
and a simple thing would simply crush my heart
i really dunno wat to do
dunno wat to say
i'm simply lost
it was a hard blow...really hard blow for me
someone once told me: wats urs will always be urs, wats not will never be urs
i didn't believe it
but now
perhaps it might be true
...it might be
i'll be there for you
Must the ending always be the same?
Sku holiday going over le
so sad lor
2 weeks to EOY
need jiayous le..dun want fail A.Maths[ dun wish to drop]
had xtra lesson on thursday and friday during holidays
quite waste of time lor
but eh...got...so worth going lar =D
erm thursday was chem
practically didn't listen the whole lesson?
hehes
it was 2 hours
then ms fu gave bout 15mins break at 9.45
our lesson ends at 10.30 -.-
anyway went 883 buy bubble tea
it was drizzling lar
but still went
bought oreo coffee
a bit watery lor
but nvm lar
after tt....stayed in canteen for a while
drank my bubble tea
saw jw there =D
pang seied ting fu,boon jun and fujie
psps...cuz say want go join them de but 1 hour later then remember
jing yee and eiliane went to teach thier junior
lolz...jingyee damn hot-tempered de lor[didn't mean to say bad bout u]
the junior blurblur de
went home and played game
nothing much lar
Friday was bio and physics
on the way to sku saw gary
he was going allen house but go wrong way
then walk wif him to allen house
then went sku wif gary and allen
was a bit late lar
lesson was in itrr1
got aircon
but not cooling de lor
didn't bring bio assignment...zzz
no tell ms tang also =x
nvm..monday first thing must give her
then was physics
our first practical!
not fun lor
tried balance the metre rule but bout 5 sec plus then one side go down liao
gave up in the end
anyhow do
talked crap wif the rest of then in physics lab 2
hahas
lesson ended
saw sekeng in canteen wif jing wen
jing kai joined us
then say want eat or nots
i say i waiting for someone
so they waited wif me lor
saw jw came down
asked wif she want go eat lunch or not
then went 883 tgt
jing kai and sekeng pang sei us...they took bus go cwp find long
then like onli both of us,,,
kena teased by frens on the way[ really sry jw]
bout strbry ice blend even though raining
bought bak sku to drink
joined 3/6 physics lesson
mr lows lesson quite fun lor
not like mine.......
then went down canteen to wait for her
read bio bk, half way fell asleep =P
woke up blurblur de
went np there disturb
she came down bout 5
then she left wif her sis
i walked wif corn[ yu ming]
saw them at overhead bridge
walked tgt to mrt...
tense atmosphere[ will not describe]
said byes to them then went home
saw pri sku frens at bball court opp. my house
played for a while then went home
had hair cut[ quite chort lor]
dinner and then comp again
play till past midnite?
then slept
i wonder where do ppl acquire courage
why i don't have it
where have my courage been to
i need it now!
i really need it....
Must the ending always be the same?
[Depressed]
i dunno how explain y am i feeling like tt
just felt it...
emptiness ba
Deciding whether to out wif kc they all tmr or not
going bugis....
then i will be damn xtra there lor
cuz huiwen and kc...then kian wei and shi ying
then vanessa and jun wen
then i'll be damn xtra down there
haix...
i guess i'll not be going ba
maybe its my fate to be a dumb guy
a dumb guy who can't express himself infront of...
anyway
todae spent the day tgt wif junwen,huiwen,kc and vanessa
plus andrew, jia jun and jun zhi
suppose to watch movie de
but no nice movies for us tt de can watch
cuz of the rating
so went timezone play
then walked around cwp
went library after that
junwen did her homework [so guai]
hahas =D
erm...then went lan for a while
went home after that
on comp
chat wif ppl
blogging currently
nothing much le
i seriously dunno what to do
i dunno how to express myself in front of her
y can't i be normal infront of her?
i'll be like....become really odd lor
me=failure
Must the ending always be the same?
Loads of things had happened
eh how to start
got bak some results[ shall not reveal]
lets talk bout todae
erm...todae had no hl as it was drizzling
then was physics
sian lor i kena file check thingy
then was humans
quite fun lar
learnt reliability
recess then was math
did trigo
a bit chim than e.maths de
HCl was last
did this year june paper
quite ok lar
did quite fast
then left
saw ppl folding roses wif the spongy thingy in canteen
asked sensei[xue hui] to teach me =D
was a bit clumsy at first
not really nice
then asked her teach me again
much better le
finally noe how to do le
thx sensei =D
did 1 for...some1 special
then some...say is i steal de
WTF man
lolz
se sabo de lor
he go take the rose go walk around
then the...say is i steal de
i was damn pissed lor
haix
but is i really do myself de
got witness too
and my conscious is clear
but i dunno where the rose went
seriously
hahas...i'm a failure ba =(
everything also dunno de
so dumb
then went causeway wif cl
walked around then go home tgt
bathe and had dinner
went downstairs to slack
was the night sky
so beautiful
btw peps today is yx b'dae
hahas happy birthday my fren
Must the ending always be the same?
